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Name: Justin
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Member Since: 6/3/2006

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Sunday, November 19, 2006

Currently Listening
A Beautiful Lie
By 30 Seconds to Mars
The Kill
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The Kill.

What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?

Kill
Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you

What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for
I'm not running from you

Kill
Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside
Falling from myself
Falling for a chance
I know now, this is who I really am

Kill
Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
Come, break me down
Break me down
Break me down

What if I wanted to break?


distractions.

new news. i got into willy's band and we're going to start practicing sometime this week... i'm about to buy a new bass... its nice and cheap.. so our band's gig might be at people's village in about a month.. then we might play sipalay at some resort sometime in january.. its going to be fun.. meeting new people.. getting drunk and sunburnt and ultimately playing good music.. so to everyone who doubted me and always thought that i would never make it. put this in your pipe and smoke it.


Saturday, November 11, 2006

Currently Listening
Saosin
By Saosin
Voices
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Voices

miss the part, when we were moving forward now
[On our way down]
But maybe someday, I'll be something more than love
Just know I'll never tell
And when you're on your way down
[Through the clouds]
And you're waiting for your body's re-entry again

We speak in different voices
When fighting with the ones we've loved
We speak in different voices
Why can't we say what we're thinking of

I'm missing parts, now that you've told me everything
[On our way down]
And I was blessed and I've forgotten how to love
You said you'd never tell
And when you're on your way down
[Through the clouds]
And you're waiting for your body's re-entry again

We speak in different voices
When fighting with the ones we've loved
We speak in different voices
Why can't we say what we're thinking of

Not even I will tell...

We speak in different voices
When fighting with the ones we've loved
We speak in different voices
We say these things to know they're real.

We speak in different voices
When fighting with the ones we've loved
We speak in different voices
Why can't we say what we're thinking of

We speak in different voices
When fighting with the one's we've loved
We speak in different voices
We speak in different voices

To know they're real. Real.
I'll never tell.


Currently Listening
The Black Parade
By My Chemical Romance
The Sharpest Lives
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The sharpest lives

Well it rains and it pours
When your out on your own
If I crash on the couch
Can I sleep in my clothes?
'Cause I've spent the night dancing
I'm drunk, I suppose
If it looks like I'm laughing
I'm really just asking to leave

This alone, you're in time for the show
You're the one that I need
I'm the one that you loathe
You can watch me corrode like a beast in repose
'Cause I love all the poison
Away with the boys in the band

I've really been on a bender and it shows
So why don't you blow me a kiss before she goes?

Give me a shot to remember
And you can take all the pain away from me
A kiss and I will surrender
The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead
A light to burn all the empires
So bright the sun is ashamed to rise and be
In love with all of these vampires
So you can leave like the sane abandoned me

There's a place in the dark where the animals go
You can take off your skin in the cannibal glow
Juliet loves the beat and the lust it commands
Drop the dagger and lather the blood on your hands, Romeo

I've really been on a bender and it shows
So why don't you blow me a kiss before she goes?

[2x]
Give me a shot to remember
And you can take all the pain away from me
A kiss and I will surrender
The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead
A light to burn all the empires
So bright the sun is ashamed to rise and be
In love with all of these vampires
So you can leave like the sane abandoned me


ready.

okay, so the band i might be performing at the sportsfest. i dropped out of floor cheering.. i didnt feel like doing it anymore.. so now i just drive around every afternoon.. last night was really fun. fucking plastered and jm threw up in cab. hehe. almost got into a fight. which was cool. hmm... pics with trish and cherms. haha.. pete is fucking lucky... good luck to you and monique. huge props. im glad she's devoted to you. haay... anyway, i'll be monique's eye from now on. keeping an eye on pete until she gets here... im a good spy. hehe... i've been listening to voices by saosin on their new album... so kewl... oh yeah. the band will be performing "the sharpest lives" by my chemical romance and maybe if we can get trish to join our band then maybe we can play "emergency" by paramore... latest news: everybody last night was fucked up. hahahahah.. even the manila people.



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